Friday, December 05, 2008

Broken

I have been drained of all resources; I have nothing left.

Lied to, fucked up, dragged down, and made to be the lowest common denominator in the one person's life I am supposed to be the highest.

I've got nothing.

I am broken.

24 comments:

Blaize said...

Uh-oh. I know it won't help, but this particular stranger is sitting here thinking good thoughts about you.

InTheFastLane said...

I am so sorry.

MFA Mama said...

O shit. Thinking of you...

Anonymous said...

Big hugs. This doesn't sound good. Hang in there. -Anita R.

furiousBall said...

if needed, i can record a handfart song for you

Mama Deb said...

Need to talk?

Hugs to you. Hope things improve quickly.

Anonymous said...

Let God shine light in your darkness...

jw said...

It's the economy, Stupid! Seriously everyone is hurting right now. There is so much negativity in the air. You are a fighter, nothing has beaten you yet. You never give up, you will win this battle too! BELIEVE THERE IS ENOUGH. WE HAVE ALL THERE IS AND IT IS ENOUGH. Peace.

Julia said...

I am sorry. This sounds very bad.

Anonymous said...

I am right therewith you babe.What can i do? Love you!
Denise

Sophie said...

Is it that stupid lying bitch again? Or those idiots at the school?

Hope things pick up soon. You don't need this shit.

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jester015 said...

Being broken is a terrible way to feel...Let those little ones fix you. I hope the storm passes soon. You deserve many rainbows.

jenn said...

So sorry. I hope things turn around soon.

Headless Mom said...

Praying for you-and sending hugs and kisses!

Cindy said...

WTF is going on?? Call me if you want to talk.

And if I may disagree, you've got lots: two of the world's most beautiful sparkling children.

Love, love, love to you.

jennyalice said...

wish I could leave my bra in the path for you... sounds like you need a smile. xoxo to you

Ron Ledger said...

Wow heavy..

Carmen said...

If you need an ear, I'm here for you. I hope whatever it is gets better soon.

Vee said...

Oh dear :(

You've got your precious, wonderful children hon, who need their Mama MUCH.

I hope things even out for you. TEHINTERNETHUG!

Lunasea said...

Oh, I'm so sorry. I wish I had some glue. (((((Hugs)))))

nakedjen said...

i have glue. not that it works, as it isn't the super kind. but i do have some.

i'm worried. it is very rare that you ever say you're broken.

i'm not sure to whom you're referring, so i'm just going to send all positive and beautiful love and light in your direction and hope that you will find your way back to whole and unbroken very soon.

xoxox

Rebecca F. said...

Shit. The person's life you are supposed to be the highest?? That sounds awful....

Thinking of you.

Rebecca F.

bryn said...

I don't know you, but sister, I totally relate. I had the exact same day last week. it sucked. I hope the clouds part soon for you. breathe deep. red wine helps too...